What should I wear today?
A total black attire?
No. It is forbidden to mourn or grief in my religion.
I wore purple & blue today.
Happy colours for me.
(Royal blue on purple)
DEATH. It is suppose to be a happy thing.
That is what I learnt in my religion.
Death is happiness.
If I were given an option, I would choose death over the doom's day.
I was taught that if we've been good enough, death is a good thing.
Death means we will meet our Almighty Creator. Our Inventor.
Our Master, the One and Only.
I am very optimist about death.
But... 17 Jan?
I still wish to have an answer..
and your mysteries...
I will never know...
(the lonely abandoned grave as of 30th Dec 2012)
It has been 7 years...
I always wanted to tell you that I didn't fail the exam.
I scored 3.00 for the exam that I thought I would fail and makes you hate me.
I always remember that no matter how intelligent I can be,
you (old people) always know the best for me.
I wanted to surprise you...
but you surprised me more with you 'absence'.
I have to move on from now on...
Thanks for the 'Mulen'.
The name that you've given me.
(I think it is pretty.. and cool too)
I will be stronger like never ever before.
Like how you always wanted me to be.
I think, it is time for me to say goodbye sincerely...
I came to you...
so, don't 'come' to me anymore...
~rest in peace my greatly beloved DAD~
I LOVE YOU
nouie @ mulen